Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older
friendship is a two way street its and give and take a one sided relationship is not healthy and will not last long sooner or later it will either explode or implode
as you get older you find that everything operates on a cost benefit analysis whats sickening that this filters down to friendship as well you have to consider every word you say is it politically correct
what happened to the good old innocent days long go i suppose lost together with your younger memories of playing around in kindergarden and primary school when things like malice and backstabbing were alien to you
dog eat dog world we live in and the thing is you cant stop it you either adapt or suffer the consequences
12:03:00 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
summary of this week
monday night met uni friend for dinner at astons very long queue for a monday night food was alright considering the price and being the day of o level results being released could see many teens around in school uniform made me think back to the day i got back my own results and the subsequent choices of staying in cjc that would lead me to discover the meaning of bitterness and absolutely shattered my self denial that people could be so manipulative but that night heading back home could feel something was wrong with my throat
tuesday woke up with an inflamed throat decided to see the doc and sure enough he diagnosed it as very early symptoms of bronchitis
spent the rest of the day resting up felt tired after taking all the medicine
friday night met up with joel for some dinner decided to eat and glass house fish and cole havent stepped into there since 2005 the place looks a little run down but nevertheless the food was good a little more pricy compared to manhattan fish market in plaza sing
after that played some pool i find it annoying when playing that you cant hit shots consistently some times youre on target other times you keep missing or fouling up mirrors real life i suppose sometimes everything is smooth sailing other times you keep missing fouling up what you want to get
saturday night met up with ns buddy yf for dinner had mad jack at pomo the foods pretty good but the drink was rip off sure i like fresh juice but the price isnt justfied after that went to play lan first time playing left 4 dead 2 i must say its pretty interesting to play the concept of teamwork is really re enforced in this game thanks to yf for showing me the ropes
now this song is so catchy that i keep playing it over and over again i think it talks about love and relationships seems like a lot of songs revolve around the elusive feeling called love
11:49:00 PM
nice dance by kpop girl group after school
Money talks in this capitalist world A materialistic society is a very ugly society
2:12:00 AM
Friday, January 08, 2010
feel totally apathetic now totally sleepless night last night i can confirm now that im hyper sensitive to anything that has caffine especially at night cant drink ice lemon tea, coke all that after 10pm otherwise cant sleep till 5 am in the morning
the last time i was totally unable to sleep was the day before one of my exam papers that feeling totally sucks when you know you need to rest your mind before the exam and yet youre tossing around bed from 1 am till 5am when the sky becomes bright and when youre awake and try to revise cant get much in because youre in a zombiefied state
this morning finally Knocked out from about 8am to 1045 am then had tennis session from 11am for an hour its been a while since i last played my racket grip needs to be changed my shoes soles have totally given way my right arm aching now
but still managed to vent some frustration off
afternoon just napped
watched hellsing ultimate ova part 7 totally epic the entire hellsing ultimate ova follows the manga faithfully doesnt deviate unlike the standard anime never seen this much blood and gore on anime before not that im into mindless violence but despite this being a vampire flick anime the blood count was still an overkill definitely would be censored if it was aired on local tv
still waiting for full metal alchemist latest episode if they even aired it
waiting for final fantasy 13 should be coming out in march but by then im back in aus and im not planning to bring my ps3 over although thats a tempting preposition
got a call from one of the agencies i sent resumes to maybe something will work out
this song sounds like sugar and spice though i have no clue what it is about other than being a diva?
11:20:00 PM
IRONY Thursday, January 07, 2010
on one hand im wishing that i would manage to land a part time job been sending out emails and resumes for some short term jobs only one of them got reply even then no followup
on the other hand if did get the job i would be wondering if i would be better off just lazing around
as they say the grass is always greener on the other side
been struggling against weight gain periodic excercise wont do much good when youre spamming sugary drinks like ice lemon tea, bubbletea i dont like drinking plain water although i force myself to drink it when possible
holidays is double edged sword free time is good too much free time makes you bored
this phrase intrigues me when you want something so badly, you dont get it when you least expect it, it hits you in the straight in the face
need to blow off some steam playing games isnt helping especially when you keep losing time to GTA thats what i like about the game can unleash all your frustrations by going on a rampage virtually
i want to play more tennis, lose more weight but i keep eating chocolate, drink bubbletea the body is willing, the mind is weak
